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incest, pedophilia and statutory rape are present. I will not engage in the GRATUITOUS PORNIFICATION OF THESE TOPICS AND SITUATIONS through threads.

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Verse Flexible. If I am familiar with your fandom, I’m likely to adopt it. Otherwise, it will be decided in accordance to my own discretion or follow suit what seems appropriate with my partner’s environment.Shipping. Unless plotted, all relationships romantic or otherwise will fall onto available verses. However due to the character's personality, there is sparse/low interest in “true romantic shipping”Please keep in mind that Judith isn’t romantically inclined, despite how she may act.FOLLOWING ‘ Highly ’ private and selective. Unfortunately, I no longer follow everyone back. More or less, this is my attempt in keeping a peaceful environment around myself.ACTIVITY Extremely slow & sporadic. The best way to approach me is by sending ic ask or sending rp memes, you may always continue them. Starter calls are RARE.CONTENT WARNING Threads & themes often involve religious themes, violence, gore, psychological drama and other possibly triggering topics.Smut or any sexual themed threads are rare and written sparingly, however, sexual aesthetics is present in this blog and will be tagged accordingly.While incest, pedophilia and statutory rape are alluded in her biography. *I will not have threads with detailed and graphic depiction of the followingROLEPLAY COURTESY As always PLEASE apply general roleplay courtesy. I will extend the same consideration and kindness.I advocate the use of the block button, feel free to use it on me as you see fit.FANDOMS I DO NOT FOLLOW vivziepop, kpop, irl fc, irl youtubers & series/cartoons for children.Thank you for taking the time to read. If you need any clarifications or just want to chat hop into my I.M! I’m more than happy to have you!

the girl &
the nun

BAPTISMAL NAME.Judith
BIRTH NAME. 倪 秀 允, Ni Xiu Yun
AGE. immortal.
BIRTH DATE. Today
ETHNICITY. Chinese
GENDER. Female CIS
SPECIES. Human
ORIENTATION. Aromantic, Asexual
RELIGION.Catholic

A birth lost in time. An ‘ Oblate ’ by circumstance, raised by an extremely religious father. It was only natural that she would live the rest of her life in a monastery, baptized and bred to be a holy figure— made to be a nun from the start.& yet all the love that she knew is malicious. A brother that loved her too much and a father that pretended not to see, was this natural too? Judith would come to think so, even when her own brother wraps his hands around her neck, plunges a knife in her flesh and says it’s for the best.A revelation of deathlessness will come to be her ordinary.It was only bound to happen. Another death. Accused this time, a witch, a demon, somewhere in between.Today, she walks amongst us. Ordinary, normal & A smile on her face.

EYES. Black. Holds a steady calm gaze, carrying a distinctly carefree disposition. A wanton mischief often plays muted behind lethargic eyes, something whimsical and playful lies within. Has terrible eyesight, wears eyeglasses.HAIR. Black. Shoulder length bob with a straight messy fringe. Falls naturally tousled above her shoulders. Silky in texture and soft to the touch.FACE. Soft oval edges, has rounded cheeks that make her look younger than she really is. Peachy undertone.BUILT. Slender and delicate. An overtly feminine appearance though not at all blessed with a prominent set of bust or hips, instead only drawn curved only by her small waist.She is fair skinned, flushed with peachy tones. Overall Judith has an incompetent frame for physical labor.Judith carries an odour of sanctity, a faint smell of death and sainthood. It is sweet and floral.HEIGHT 5"5 ½ ft or 165 cm WEIGHT 50 kg or 110 lbsVOICE. Carries a feminine tone. Voice comes airy and quiet. Soft spoken bordering on whispers, often too tired to raise her voice.NOTABLE FEATURES. Often, eyes are drawn towards her face, Distinctly lethargic. However, it is her voice that captures attention. It carries an airy tune, soft-spoken and genial, a calm and careful annunciation of words that could be described as lovely.


who are
you?

TEMPERAMENT. Introvert
MBTI. INTP
ALIGNMENT. Chaotic Neutral
BEST-QUALITIES. She’s approachable, accommodating & friendly. Extremely hard to anger, with a naturally gentle disposition.WORST QUALITIES.Rather selfish & fickle. Exhibits hedonistic tendencies. Irresponsible & dangerously flighty. A difficult personality.

Judith is friendly and nonchalant, she has an unconcerned outward temperament, evidently introverted and lethargic, a rather leisurely individual.There is something innocently childish about her, very much driven by sudden impulses and desires. She is unintentionally uncooperative, a challenging personality if only because she tends to follow her will above all else, it’s not surprising if someone finds this side of her irritating.Unfortunately, there is a kind of moral bankruptcy about Judith. Prioritizing self-satisfaction and self-indulgence, a tendency for unintended malevolence despite her harmless temperament. One can say she can be rather overbearing.Judith at her core is unable to truly understand and recognize her own emotions, often condensed and described in overly simple ways, ‘it feels bad’ and ‘it feels good’ but never quite able to encapsulate it. This leads to many strange interactions often fueled by her wanting to understand how she feels about the object in question.Nevertheless she is affectionate & doting, a tactile girl with a tendency to fixate on people she adores. It’s a quiet sort of ‘ over adoration.’ ,however this too is susceptible to her tendency of boredom and disinterest.Judith exudes a pleasant exterior, though much like a thoughtless child, she is aimless and strangely cruel.


THE LAMB

Babylon is not a force. Babylon is a coaxing. All Babylon wants is to take care of you. All Babylon wants is for you to feel safe.

THE WHORE OF BABYLON. Merely a vessel to a malevolent but static ‘entity.’ The whore of Babylon is voiceless & empty, a pseudo-creature that only exists. It has no shape, the unseen.The whore will continue to rise from the dead, she who cannot be buried by the sands of time, she who will greet you with the kiss of love, she who coaxes you to come, be hers only and perhaps you will come to realize that you do not need your god after all.IMMORTALITY. The Whore’s gift of endlessness. No wounds are too deep, no decapitation is too much, all healed & put together. A process of perpetual rebirth so long as she is loved by the whore.Text

The lamb cometh, the impure worship,
she walks amongst the living.

THE WHORE

ORIGINAL TIMELINE

◜𝑽 ◞ ⸻ ⃰ main ╱ ɪ'ᴍ ɴᴏᴛʜɪɴɢ ʙᴜᴛ ᴀ ᴛʜᴏᴜɢʜᴛ ɪɴ ᴛʜᴇ ᴍɪɴᴅ ᴏꜰ ɢᴏᴅ.A University professor , sort of. Follows the present ( modern ) timeline.╰┈➤ additional info ╰┈➤ OPEN◜𝑽 ◞ ⸻ ⃰ past ╱ ɪ'ᴍ ᴛʜᴇ ᴏɴᴇ ᴡʜᴏ ᴡᴏʀsʜɪᴘs ɢᴏᴅ.
Judith, an eccentric nun. mid-1400′s to 1600′s.
╰┈➤ additional info ╰┈➤ OPEN

WITH THEM

Verses created with my partners in which their relationships are integral within the world.◜𝑽 ◞ ⸻ ⃰ private ╱ ( › unladielike. ) ɴᴏʀᴍᴀʟ ʟɪғᴇ ᴄᴏɴᴛɪɴᴜᴇᴅ ᴏɴ : ʜᴇᴇᴅʟᴇss ᴏᴄᴄᴀsɪᴏɴ.Same tragedy , different life time. What if she is just any other girl? What if friendship is all she has, what if Vivian is her world?╰┈➤ unladielike╰┈➤open / selective.◜𝑽 ◞ ⸻ ⃰ private ╱ ( › royaletiquette. ) ʜᴇʀ ᴍᴀɪᴅ ɴᴇᴠᴇʀ sᴡᴇᴇᴘs ᴜɴᴅᴇʀ ᴛʜᴇ ʙᴇᴅ
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Same tragedy , different life time. What if she is just a maid? What if god looks like her? What if it is Hibiko╰┈➤ royaletiquette╰┈➤open / selective

PRIVATE : closed verse w/ primary focus on the characters involved. I will not use this verse w/ anyone else unless otherwise discussed.OPEN / SELECTIVE : Usable verses open to some people w/ my own personal discretion.I would love to create specific/special verses with my partners. So if you’re interested, we could totally make something together. I’m a simp for world building and general story making so ( ; - ; ) come play with me!

THE ESCAPE

◜𝑽 ◞ ⸻ ⃰ my hero academia.ENTER ! JUDITH, (A CIVILIAN) & seemingly quirkless, some things you just don’t know till you DIE .╰┈➤ information ╰┈➤ open◜𝑽 ◞ ⸻ ⃰ bleach.
ENTER ! JUDITH, ( A student, a shinigami ) would you like to be friends with her ?
╰┈➤ information ╰┈➤ open◜𝑽 ◞ ⸻ ⃰ bungo stray dogs.
ENTER ! JUDITH, ( A MAFIA lacky) & and observer.
╰┈➤ information ╰┈➤ open◜𝑽 ◞ ⸻ ⃰ katekyo hitman reborn ╱ lost timeline.
An anomalous entity.
╰┈➤ information ╰┈➤ OPEN◜𝑽 ◞ ⸻ ⃰ life is strange ╱ mimicking human behavior.
ENTER ! JUDITH, (A STUDENT OF BLACKWELL ACADEMY ) & ????
╰┈➤ information ╰┈➤ PRIVATEUnestablished fandom based verses but nonetheless existed. I swear I'll do this someday.◜𝑽 ◞ ⸻ ⃰ jujutsu kaisen.
◜𝑽 ◞ ⸻ ⃰ fate grand order.
◜𝑽 ◞ ⸻ ⃰ deathnote.
◜𝑽 ◞ ⸻ ⃰ saiyuki.
◜𝑽 ◞ ⸻ ⃰ berserker.
◜𝑽 ◞ ⸻ ⃰ claymore

chapter. 001

You knew her long before anyone could, settled into her soul as she materialized into something fragile. You knew she is brought upon this world by love, a tenderness she devoured upon her first breath and her mother’s last. Still she is so dear, held close against her father’s heart. She is his wife’s last gift. And as his tears fell upon her face, her brother held her tiny hand, decides then that she is his treasure to keep.This is not your fault, the tragedy that fell upon this child. It had been human devotion, she is loved far too much and you wonder how could that be when she knew nothing of it. You watched it unfold, the silent observer that lurked within her own body.How her father wraps rosaries around her neck. How her brother gently coax her into bed. Her father’s prayers. Her brother’s confessions. How bitter did their love taste, how she eats it by the spoons full.----------𝘸𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘦𝘭𝘴𝘦 𝘤𝘰𝘶𝘭𝘥 𝘢 𝘤𝘩𝘪𝘭𝘥 𝘥𝘰, 𝘣𝘶𝘵 𝘵𝘢𝘬𝘦, 𝘵𝘢𝘬𝘦, 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙩𝙖𝙠𝙚 ?She smiles too often now. ‘How long has it been ?’ You do not count. Only witness her grow honeyed and divine, blessed in holy water and named after a saint that bathe in blood. ( ‘ Judith. ’ ) She too will be drawn crimson, but is gentle and receiving. So happy to take a knife into her heart , so sweet as she whispered. ‘ I never did love you ’ to a brother that should have been unselfish.You knew she wanted death , seventeen and crave eternal rest. But you could not give this to her, perhaps you too love this child. Your dearest, your beloved. Judith, Judith, Judith, whose ring finger is for God. Whose body and soul is yours.You feel her heartbeat flutter against her chest, warm pendulum of life that coax her awake. She does not cry then, only held her self close as she tremble upon the weight of her rage.⸻ 𝘴𝘩𝘦 𝘸𝘪𝘭𝘭 𝘵𝘢𝘬𝘦⸻ 𝘴𝘩𝘦 𝘸𝘪𝘭𝘭 𝘵𝘢𝘬𝘦𝙨𝙝𝙚 𝙬𝙞𝙡𝙡 𝙩𝙖𝙠𝙚What ? She does not know. Only feels something in her stir violently in her wake. Hunger perhaps for love ? for death ? Are they not the same ?This is not your doing, the illness that bloomed vibrant in her being. It had always been there hand’t it ? Beneath a voice so delicate hid something so viciously sick and it hand’t been you, never had been you. You’ve always just been her spectator. Only watched as she pick and choose her ends.So you watch her yet again, watch her discard bloody habit and rest upon her bed. You watch her lull into a slumber, listen as she whisper a prayer underneath her breath. And when she sleeps you do too.

You'll know to only love me and only me.

ROHAN ROHAN ROHAN ROHAN ROHAN ROHAN ROHAN ROHAN ROHAN ROHAN ROHAN ROHAN

LOCATION : Modern Cities & Rural Areas, moves a lot.
FINANCIAL STATUS : Average . . . somehow.
CURRENT LIVING CONDITIONS : minimal loft apartments, often leaving alone. No permanent address as she moves often.
Her space is often barren, plentiful of books and pillows with missing personal belongings. Always colder than expected. Most comfortable place is her bedroom. ( clinical whites and beiges. ) - an empty kitchen, she obviously does not cook very often.OCCUPATION : Philosophy Professor & Tutor.
Subject mainly focuses on Metaphysics, Theology, Epistemology and Ethics.
Judith is a fairly relax teacher, she's informal and often friendly with her students. However, her exams are surprisingly thorough & enjoys giving final term papers as a subject requirement.
She's a one exam per term sort of professor and does in fact fail students. She does however offer re-takes & tutorials if asked.RELIGIOUS PRACTICE : Active in your local church, participates in volunteer programs & often working with children. Likely to be seen in orphanages and hospice.

TIMELINE : Middle Ages.
LOCATION : Rural Area, far from the city.
LIVING CONDITIONS : Catholic Monastery.
Situated in a remote town, a rather quaint abbey which houses only a number of nuns.
EDUCATION : Literate, studies within the monastery.
OCCUPATION : Catholic Nun.
She is an oblate by birth, baptized at an early aged and begun carrying the name Judith as nun. She is notorious for her eccentric ways, often careless of the rules imposed upon her.